first & last

its almost 2:3o am here in the Philippines and im still up. i was about to sleep and leave the day w/o blogging but here i am, my eyes are still widely open and still full of energy. Like what i have said i have no plans of writiing a blog today when someone suddenly asked me to do so.

i really dont want to share my super personal life here cause i believe that some things should be private and be treasured personally. i only want to blog about my fashion, and things i think that are interesting.so this will be my first and last blog (maybe, lets see) about stuffs like this! :)

my special guy asked me why am i happy w/ him. and he told me to write it in a blog. so here it is :)

the question is actually a very practical question but when you think about it, its somewhat difficult to answer, but if you trully feel it you can certainly answer this question.

its been almost 13 months that we have been together, 13 awesome months i must say! yes there are flaws, a lot of them actually. but like what other says its normal to a relationship and the first one year is the most complicated! there are times i want to give up but everytime i want to step back and leave, the things that makes me happy and

makes me stay is dominating the side of me that wants to leave.

he is the only guy who knows me, i mean the real me. and he is the only person whom i can be w/o worries of rejection. i can be the real me in front of me. i can talk out loud and talk fast, i can fart(ya, i actually do infront of him. haha) i can laugh my lungs out. i can do whatever i want, and believe me WHATEVER I WANT! he do the things that makes me happy even though its hard for him.

and i tell you he's someone who is worthy to be loved.

he is someone who will make you feel how special you are,

how cant i be happy to a guy who did this for me on valentines day,

falling rose petals from the car's sun visor w/ a clue pointing down, what did i saw? more rose petals plus a picture of us and the sweetest letter ever.

and 2 more suprises, i got not 1 but 2 boquets of flowers from him :)

talk about being surprised huh?

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we are together every single day, and i really mean everyday!!! every single day. we do most of the things together.. but i never felt that im sick of being with him :) thats why i know i can spend the rest of my life w/ him.

and for our anniversary just this :) i woke up with this greeting me.

there are a lot of things that makes me happy being with him. it gonna be too long if i gave you every detail. there are a lot of stories behind those pics. but its enough to explain why i am happy & contented.